School Life

School is a daily routine for us
In the morning, we're sure to make a fuss
Even when the sun is still not up,
Here we are, awake at 6am sharp

We feel that school is such a bore
We feel that school is such a chore
Parents say, “School’s great! Now, go!”
We say, “Well, what do you know?”

Late a minute and we have to run
Eyes half open, shoelaces undone
We reach school and we see our friends,
Immediately, the torture ends

We have a chat and go with the flow
Then the bell rings, it is time to go
We may at times find school stressful
To have some fun, we have to bend some rules

Talk back to teachers, and detention we serve
No doubt, it is sometimes what we deserve
Sometimes they are as cold as ice
And other times they're actually really nice

They teach us and give us a helping hand
They’re forever ready to listen and be a friend
They have built much confidence in us
Just not when they are being really harsh

Over the years of education,
Never have we had so much learning with action
Such as camps, experiments, concerts and activities
We’ve learnt so much and even saved the trees

A wise teacher once said aloud -
Success is failure turned inside out
So stick to the fight when you’re hardest hit
Rest if you must, but don’t you quit

Some may see school as a torture chamber
Some cannot wait for the holidays in December
But it depends on how we look at school
Honestly, positively, school is cool!






  Written & Edited by-Nur Imanina Izzaty

Teen Problem-Gay..

I once loved one man, he took my only heart
and right there in front of me, he ripped it apart
I know he didn't mean to, and the fault is mine to blame
but the guilt and pain remains all the same
but now I understand, why he ran away
now I understand why he didn't stay
he was afraid to love, and afraid to take a chance
he was afraid to leave and make another stance
he was afraid to make his mark on societies wall
he was afraid to take a leap, as he could fall
he would have rather stayed inside that rotting jail
he rather stay with society, even though I paid bail
he made his mind and stayed with society
even though he had his chance to be free
so now as I sit outside societies dream
I linger like a nightmare, making people scream
they say its just a phase, that I'll get over it soon
they say its a disease, like the werewolf and the moon
but deep down in my heart, I know it isn't so
because I have to be strong, so I can show
people like the one man who threw me in a bin
that no matter how hard they try, we will never give in!
cause what's the point of hurting us? so we can feel bad?
so we can understand what its like to be sad?
well we already know just how it feels
cause it is so hard for us to reveal
that we like the same sex, and who really gives a damn?
goes in the end we all still go all cold and clam
so who cares if I'm gay! I am proud to be
because in my world I take it as a victory
that I can make a choice and stand from the rest
be an individual and try my best
and kids at school may laugh at me and call nasty names
but you know what? it doesn't matter it's all a game!
cause later on in life they will suddenly see
that the reason I was gay, was because it was me
so go on a call out names and raise your heads so high
but remember who I am, just before you die
remember that I was strong and managed to pull through
and remember that if I can do it, then so can you
so today I stand and say that I am proud to be gay
and if I had a choice... I'd have it no other way!



Written & Edited by-Nur Imanina Izzaty

Abuse Teen-Sold By Mother For Money

Shut your mouth and listen to what I have to say,
I'm going to take you back to that one specific day.
I was laying in bed alone while listening to you and him talk on the phone.
You said, "Well if they have the money I don't see why not,
She'll be ready by 9 o'clock"
You came in and said it's time to get up,
Shower well and I'll make you pretty with make up.
In a pretty white dress and hair done to match,
You told me I'm a breath-taking catch.
I sat on the couch waiting with you,
But what was in store for me I had no clue.
They came in, three men.
I will never forget the sight of them.
They tossed you a wad of money,
while grabbing my hand and saying come with me honey.
I didn't want to go but you made me,
You let them rape me for money!!
I cried and tried to run away,
But you helped them push me on the bed and screamed STAY!
You said to be a good little girl or I'll make you sad,
So I shut my mouth and let them do the things that were bad.
I was only 7 years old and already my innocents was lost,
You needed the money but at what cost?
Every day those men came over and brought more,
Each time you just watched at the door.
I ran away at the age of eight,
Why was I put into this fate?
I was ashamed of what was done,
So of course I could tell no one. 
The day you found me you said things changed,
That I won't have to do those things.
Well mom it was that way for a month then you started again,
through the door each day came the men and their friends. 
Well I'm ten now and things got to come to an end,
You see I became a "woman" at the age of 9 with my monthly "friend".
Tonight while you're asleep I'm packing my bag to quietly leave,
But I want you to know that while the men were doing their "deed",
One of them impregnated me with their seed.



   Written & Edited by-Nur Imanina Izzaty Bt Hussin

You Left Me For No Reason,Mum

You had me, you left me, you never cared,
I was your second child and still you weren't  prepared.

On the lonely nights when I was sad,
You were the one who made me feel bad.

You  were never there to wipe my tears,
You weren't there for me throughout the years.

When I was lonely you weren't there,
I guess that's because you didn't care.

I could never forgive you for what you did,
Because sometimes I wished I was dead.

Without a mother I was lost and confused,
If parenting were a contest you would lose.

Call me or write me you never did,
How could you do that to your own kid.

You had me, you left me, you never cared,
You are the reason that I was scared.

All those days that I've been upset,
Will soon become your biggest regret,

You never even called just to say hi,
You never even called just to say goodbye.

Years and years past and still no word,
The words I love you I never heard.

When I was sick you didn't comfort me,
When I was hurt you didn't bandage me.

I don't want you to be a part of my life,
No matter how many times you apologize.

I'm just gonna pretend like you didn't even exist,
 Because you didn't even give me one last kiss.

You had me, you left me, you never cared,
My most important memories we never shared. 






   Written & Edited by-Nur Imanina Izzaty Bt Hussin

True Friendship Never Dies

I feel I've lost a thousand years,
just living day by day,
I'm hidden behind the pain and tears,
my sorrow guides the way,
I cannot see where I have gone,
nor where my life shall go,
but leaving you my life long friend is the only way I know,
it will be painful, I will be weak,
but true friendship never dies, 
so call upon the greatest power,
when you feel you can't survive,
he will hear you saddest hours,
and keep our memories alive,
for in the eternal love of god,
True friendship Never dies.
Written & Edited by-Nur Imanina Izzaty 

Teen Problem-Lesbian..

Women shall not lie with women
But I did so
They told me it was not natural
But for me it was happiness
Her voice in my ear was like the sweetness of dew on a fresh piece of melon
My mother tried to hide me
But I ran away, like a moth from the flame.
Flying as fast as I could to meet her in the meadow
We held hands scared for our lives 
As we reached the lake house her eyes met mine
The stars seemed to glisten brighter with every kiss
The crackles and whispers from the forests didn’t bother us none
As we slept under the stars I imagined our new life together
But when I awoke she lay there dead with a broken bough in her heart
I sat upon her and laid with her till my body became as cold as hers
Women shall not lie with women


 Written & Edited by-Nur Imanina Izzaty Bt Hussin

Teen Problem-I Love You So...

I think about you all the time
Your always in my head
I reread every text you send
And remember what you said

I'm always here for you
Every hour of the day
I'll never let you down
Or hurt you in any way

I love you more than anything
You're like the air I breath
And when I look around
I know you're all I need

My sunshine on a cloudy day
That's one thing that you are
And even on the darkest nights
You are my brightest star




Written & Edited by-Nur Imanina Izzaty Bt Hussin

Teen Pregnancy-It Started With A Hook Up...

It started with a hook up.
And than the plus sign appeared. 
Your daddy told me to take care of it.
I did as he told. 
I went to get you aborted but I couldn’t. 
I left crying into my best friends arms. 
You were still inside of me. 
I knew what I was going to do.
I was going to raise you on my own.
He asked me if I did it.
I said yes and left it at that.
3 months later my parents still didn’t know.
I went for a check up. 
And I saw you. 
I couldn’t believe you were mine. 
I was so happy that I finally made a good decision. 
5 months now and people were starting rumors.
I just told them I was gaining weight. 
They believed me and dropped the topic. 
Another check up came by.
The doctor said you were a healthy baby girl.
I knew I had to tell my parents soon.
I wasn’t going to be able to hide it anymore. 
It was 5 ½ months now. 
I was at a friend’s house and I passed out bleeding. 
I was rushed to the doctors. 
They came in and told me it was normal.
It was normal for teenagers to loose babies.
I told them it couldn’t be true. 
I told them to run the test again.
And they told me there is nothing they can do. 
I sat there and cried. 
My parents don’t know. 
And nether does your daddy.
Very few people do and they all miss you just as much as I do.
You would have been born in a month and a half. 
I miss you so much. 
There is not a day I don’t go by with out thinking of you.
I wish you were in my arms and not in heaven.
Maybe if I just told the truth. 
Was I being punished? 
But why did you take the punishment? 
I miss you my baby girl. 
But don’t worry we will meet again. 
And until than just remember I love you.

 Written & Edited by-Nur Imanina Izzaty Bt Hussin

Teenagers Drug Abuse

Oh, help me

I do not know where I am
I do not know who I am
I wonder how I got here
I wonder what to say
I do not know what to do
My hands feel different than before
My world feels unlike my own
I do not know where I am
Oh, help me find my way
I am drowning in this sea of pills
And I do not see a lifesaver.
Can you manage for me a hand?

No Good, No Listening
I hate to see you like this
You say it is no big deal
But I know that what you are doing is wrong
No matter how you may feel
Your body does not need that
It is why you feel so sad
But I know that you are not listening
And when I tell you, it makes you mad.
I wish that you would stop.
Please see that these drugs are no good.
I hope that you know I love you.
Please see that these drugs are no good.

Stolen
I will no longer do any drugs
I will never take another
I say this to myself each day
But I always find another

I have taken all the classes
I know that drugs are wrong
But when I take them I feel good
How can that be so wrong?

I tell myself I will not take anymore pills
But I always find another
None of my friends seem to understand anymore
I guess I'll just find another

I know that I have lost a lot
But the pills make me feel good
I wonder if without them,
if anything can make me feel as good.

My Friend Joe
Drugs have my friend Joe
He used to know my full name
Now he knows me not

All My Friends That Are Left
I have a friend named Meth
She is the only friend I know
And when she leaves me high and dry
I turn to my friend Blow
My friends--they poison me.
But isn't that what all friends do?
I feel that I am falling apart.
I know not what to do.

 Written & Edited by-Nur Imanina Izzaty Bt Hussin

Perfection

Propelling forward through the night,
A simple, simple deed,
A dream of happiness inside,
Is just what we all need.

An icon of perfection,
Cast upon the wall,
We try to reach the point of idol,
Until the very day we fall.

Why live as a copy,
Of what's already done?
When you can prove yourself as you,
And show you've really won.

Our dreams of this perfection,
Will soon come crashing down,
Her beauty's not so flawless,
She's nothing without her crown.

Desire is the drug of life,
Not pot or meth or speed,
Desire kills what most cannot,
Without the notice of what we need.

Our icons lead desire,
Controlling our very minds,
Slow is the process that kills us all,
Through our very souls it winds.

If you dream of this perfection,
Just know you shouldn't so,
The drug is inside us all,
Although it doesn't show.

Propelling forward through the night,
A simple, simple deed,
A dream of happiness inside,
Is not what we all need.


 Written by-Nur Imanina Izzaty Bt Hussin

Have You Ever? Well I have.

Have You Ever?
Have you ever been told what to do with your life and you can't take it any more and you just want to give up but you're scared?
Well I have.
Have you ever wondered what it would be like if you can go back a change the things you have done and hope that it wouldn't be like it is now?
I have.
Have you ever been told to go to counselling and then you do but i doesn't really help but then you still go to counseling just to make the person who put you in happy?
Well I have.
Have you ever wondered what life would be like with that person you have lost in your life and said to your self things would be different if that person was still here?
I have.
Have you ever pondered what it would be like if you were to grow old by your self and then you got scared to grow old by your self?
Well I have.
Have you ever felt love  but it turned out that it couldn't be because you're the one who is a mess and it couldn't happen?
I have.
Have you ever remembered only the bad in your past and it haunts you and you'll never forget?
Well I have and still do.

 written by-Nur Imanina Izzaty Bt Hussin

Teen Years

Everyone tells you,
they're the best years of your life,
The thing they don't tell you,
is they are all full of strife.

From a child to a teen,
in less then a year.
It's a lot to deal with,
you have to grow up fast.

As a child you're free,
as a teen you feel locked up.
A child has no worries,
A teen has a lot.

You learn the meaning of love,
you discover broken hearts.
The worries of being accepted,
are the hardest part of all.

What's the best
about these years?
When as a teen,
you live in fear.

 written by-Nur Imanina Izzaty Bt Hussin

Teen Depression

       Depression is the most common psychological problem in the country. It is estimated to affect about 25 percent of women and 10 percent of men during their lives, and 5 percent of people during adolescence. It has been increasing in recent decades and appears to be starting earlier in life.
      Since the numbers for young people are lower than those for adults, teen depression is often overlooked or misdiagnosed. Its symptoms often differ, too, so many depressed teens are dismissed as simply being “difficult” or “delinquent.”Yet it is a serious problem, particularly when one considers the high rate of depression-related suicide among teenagers.
      Since the numbers for young people are lower than those for adults, teen depression is often overlooked or misdiagnosed. Its symptoms often differ, too, so many depressed teens are dismissed as simply being “difficult” or “delinquent.”Yet it is a serious problem, particularly when one considers the high rate of depression-related suicide among teenagers.
      The causes of depression can be just as varied and uncertain. In the past, it was widely believed that unexpressed feelings—particularly anger—were at the root of depression, and many psychiatrists still accept this theory. However, recent research points to an imbalance in the chemicals that regulate mood in the brain. Heredity, or the passing along of physical characteristics through generations, also appears to play a role, as mood disorders frequently run in families. 
      This controversy spills over into treatment. While traditional psychiatrists still favor psychoanalysis—the investigation of the unconscious mind through remembering the past—for depressed patients, a broad range of drugs that fight depression are now available. At the same time, many alternative therapies, including biofeedback, meditation, and the use of herbs, are being used to regulate mood, along with diet and exercise. Effective treatment may include any combination of these methods.
      What is certain is that depression must be treated before it seriously disrupts the lives of the people it afflicts. Depressed teens often fail in school, become isolated from family and friends, and may fall into drug or alcohol abuse. Teenage boys may turn their depression into anger directed against society and get involved in dangerous or violent behavior.
       Teenage girls who suffer from depression may develop anorexia nervosa, a life-threatening eating disorder. And suicide, often resulting from depression, is the cause of one-third of all adolescent deaths.Depressed people of all ages tend to become socially isolated. This worsens their symptoms and makes it harder for them to get help. They tend to have small social networks and few people they canThe issues discussed in this book include the types of depression one can experience, how the illness is diagnosed, its possible causes, and the continuing controversy over treatment. Its particular effects on young people are examined, along with the treatments that seem to work best for teens. Intriguing new findings promise to shed new light on a disease that has kept so many teens living in the dark.


Written by-Nur Imanina Izzaty Bt Hussin

Just a Normal Girl *--*

I’d like to think myself as normal,
Just an ordinary girl.
But I’m not into butterflies,
I don’t do ballet twirls.

I hate wearing make-up,
No eye shadow or blush.
I don’t have time in a morning,
As I’m always in a rush.

I don’t wear fancy underwear,
Especially not a thong.
For all the girls who do out there,
I think it’s kind of wrong.

I don’t spend hours on the phone,
Just simply chatting away.
I only need to take five minutes,
On my hair everyday.

My room is not spotless,
My room is not a tip.
I don’t put powder on my nose,
I don’t give teachers lip.

I don’t go after every boy,
That I come across.
I don’t think I’m better than everyone,
Don’t think that I’m the boss.

I don’t walk with my breasts,
Held high up in the air.
I don’t try to shake my bottom,
Or twirl and flick my hair.

I just want to get through,
These taunting years of school.
I don’t care what you think of me,
I don’t care if I’m not ‘cool’.

And I do have a good time,
A laugh with all my friends.
I balance it with learning,
This is my beginning, not my end.

written by :NURUL AFINA ZAINUDIN :)

Special For My English Teacher

Oh Teacher Oh Teacher

Oh teacher, Oh teacher!
My test isn't signed
Because somehow
My parents went blind
Now, don't say it's my fault,
They left their hands in the bank vault.
Oh teacher, Oh teacher
Do you know why
I was born without wings
And so cannot fly
Thus I am late
Didn't have breakfast,
So if you don't mind,
Pass me a plate.

Oh teacher, Oh teacher!
I've failed again
Please don't scold me,
Now you'll see why,
I was thinking about
Having an eagle's brain. 

written by-NURUL AFINA ZAINUDIN :)

friends

BEST FRIENDS FOR LIFE

We are friends
I got your back
You got mine
I'll help you out
Anytime!
To see you hurt
To see u cry
Makes me weep
And wanna die
And if you agree
To never fight
It wouldn't matter
Who's wrong or right
If a broken heart
Needs a bend
I'll be right there
Till the end
If your cheeks are wet
From drops of tears
Don't worry
Let go of your fears
Hand in hand
Love is sent
We'll be friends
Till the end! ! ! 

nurul afina zainudin :)

-Friendship-

~Friendship is........'Frienship'~

Friendship is there where ever you go
Friendship is there when you over dose
Friendship loves and Friendship cares
Friendship is life with a little dares

Friendship hurts when your not there
Friendship dies everywhere
Friendship is even the life you lost
Friendship is love with a little cost

.......And that's why 'Friendship' is what it is today
You can't live 'life' with enemies in your way
So go back to school and make up
Tell your enemies you f***ed up

.......And maybe just maybe they'll say 'Okay! '
Then your life would be easier today
Now go home and explain everything
Friendship means multiple meanings everyday.....

written by : nurul afina zainudin :)

Greyson Chance - Waiting - my music

Loneliness

Loneliness is blue like sadness. It tastes like a sour lime with salt on it. It smells like rotten food and causes madness. For fun it likes to do nothing but bad things. While almost everything makes it angry Everything makes it sad, But nothing makes it happy. Loneliness is smaller than you and me, But bigger than peoples' minds. Happiness is its enemy, But nothing can be its friend. Loneliness keeps its happy feelings in a secret place. Its favorite place is in peoples' minds. But it hates to be anywhere else. Making people feel bad is its greatest success. Not cheering people up it is greatest failure. Loneliness makes me feel as sad as a deserted island.

Written by-Nur Imanina Izzaty Bt Hussin

Ways to Reduce Air Pollution

      

      Nowadays, there are too many pollution happens in the Earth especially air pollution. Air pollution occurs when there are too many hazardous smokes in the air produce by open burning and factory activities. Air pollution can cause many health problems such as asthma and pneumonia.  

        There are many ways we can use to reduce air pollution. First, we must stop open burning. This is because it releases many hazardous gases such as carbon monoxide and carbon dioxide. These gases are dangerous for human beings and plants.                                                      

         Secondly, we are advisable to plant tree. As we know, tree release oxygen and it absorb carbon dioxide.  If there are too less amount of tree, the temperature of the surrounding will increase. It is not good for our Earth because it can cause global warming.       

        Then, we are suggested to ride a bicycle or walk if we want to go to nearby place and if we want to go to distant place, we are suggested to car pooling.  It can reduce the amount of smoke in the atmosphere.     

       Next, the most practical ways is practicing recycle because it can save our money and budget. It is considerable for the Earth. Lastly, we have to complain to the authorities on the activities that can cause pollution. As example, if we see any factory release too much smoke, we have to complain it to the authorities and they will take the next actions.

       So, there are many ways to reduce air pollution. We have to cooperate to overcome this problem. We should give more effort to solve this problem until that day.

    

         

        Written by:

       Nur Imanina Izzaty