Teen Problem-Lesbian..

Women shall not lie with women
But I did so
They told me it was not natural
But for me it was happiness
Her voice in my ear was like the sweetness of dew on a fresh piece of melon
My mother tried to hide me
But I ran away, like a moth from the flame.
Flying as fast as I could to meet her in the meadow
We held hands scared for our lives 
As we reached the lake house her eyes met mine
The stars seemed to glisten brighter with every kiss
The crackles and whispers from the forests didn’t bother us none
As we slept under the stars I imagined our new life together
But when I awoke she lay there dead with a broken bough in her heart
I sat upon her and laid with her till my body became as cold as hers
Women shall not lie with women


 Written & Edited by-Nur Imanina Izzaty Bt Hussin

Teen Problem-I Love You So...

I think about you all the time
Your always in my head
I reread every text you send
And remember what you said

I'm always here for you
Every hour of the day
I'll never let you down
Or hurt you in any way

I love you more than anything
You're like the air I breath
And when I look around
I know you're all I need

My sunshine on a cloudy day
That's one thing that you are
And even on the darkest nights
You are my brightest star




Written & Edited by-Nur Imanina Izzaty Bt Hussin

Teen Pregnancy-It Started With A Hook Up...

It started with a hook up.
And than the plus sign appeared. 
Your daddy told me to take care of it.
I did as he told. 
I went to get you aborted but I couldn’t. 
I left crying into my best friends arms. 
You were still inside of me. 
I knew what I was going to do.
I was going to raise you on my own.
He asked me if I did it.
I said yes and left it at that.
3 months later my parents still didn’t know.
I went for a check up. 
And I saw you. 
I couldn’t believe you were mine. 
I was so happy that I finally made a good decision. 
5 months now and people were starting rumors.
I just told them I was gaining weight. 
They believed me and dropped the topic. 
Another check up came by.
The doctor said you were a healthy baby girl.
I knew I had to tell my parents soon.
I wasn’t going to be able to hide it anymore. 
It was 5 ½ months now. 
I was at a friend’s house and I passed out bleeding. 
I was rushed to the doctors. 
They came in and told me it was normal.
It was normal for teenagers to loose babies.
I told them it couldn’t be true. 
I told them to run the test again.
And they told me there is nothing they can do. 
I sat there and cried. 
My parents don’t know. 
And nether does your daddy.
Very few people do and they all miss you just as much as I do.
You would have been born in a month and a half. 
I miss you so much. 
There is not a day I don’t go by with out thinking of you.
I wish you were in my arms and not in heaven.
Maybe if I just told the truth. 
Was I being punished? 
But why did you take the punishment? 
I miss you my baby girl. 
But don’t worry we will meet again. 
And until than just remember I love you.

 Written & Edited by-Nur Imanina Izzaty Bt Hussin

Teenagers Drug Abuse

Oh, help me

I do not know where I am
I do not know who I am
I wonder how I got here
I wonder what to say
I do not know what to do
My hands feel different than before
My world feels unlike my own
I do not know where I am
Oh, help me find my way
I am drowning in this sea of pills
And I do not see a lifesaver.
Can you manage for me a hand?

No Good, No Listening
I hate to see you like this
You say it is no big deal
But I know that what you are doing is wrong
No matter how you may feel
Your body does not need that
It is why you feel so sad
But I know that you are not listening
And when I tell you, it makes you mad.
I wish that you would stop.
Please see that these drugs are no good.
I hope that you know I love you.
Please see that these drugs are no good.

Stolen
I will no longer do any drugs
I will never take another
I say this to myself each day
But I always find another

I have taken all the classes
I know that drugs are wrong
But when I take them I feel good
How can that be so wrong?

I tell myself I will not take anymore pills
But I always find another
None of my friends seem to understand anymore
I guess I'll just find another

I know that I have lost a lot
But the pills make me feel good
I wonder if without them,
if anything can make me feel as good.

My Friend Joe
Drugs have my friend Joe
He used to know my full name
Now he knows me not

All My Friends That Are Left
I have a friend named Meth
She is the only friend I know
And when she leaves me high and dry
I turn to my friend Blow
My friends--they poison me.
But isn't that what all friends do?
I feel that I am falling apart.
I know not what to do.

 Written & Edited by-Nur Imanina Izzaty Bt Hussin

Perfection

Propelling forward through the night,
A simple, simple deed,
A dream of happiness inside,
Is just what we all need.

An icon of perfection,
Cast upon the wall,
We try to reach the point of idol,
Until the very day we fall.

Why live as a copy,
Of what's already done?
When you can prove yourself as you,
And show you've really won.

Our dreams of this perfection,
Will soon come crashing down,
Her beauty's not so flawless,
She's nothing without her crown.

Desire is the drug of life,
Not pot or meth or speed,
Desire kills what most cannot,
Without the notice of what we need.

Our icons lead desire,
Controlling our very minds,
Slow is the process that kills us all,
Through our very souls it winds.

If you dream of this perfection,
Just know you shouldn't so,
The drug is inside us all,
Although it doesn't show.

Propelling forward through the night,
A simple, simple deed,
A dream of happiness inside,
Is not what we all need.


 Written by-Nur Imanina Izzaty Bt Hussin

Have You Ever? Well I have.

Have You Ever?
Have you ever been told what to do with your life and you can't take it any more and you just want to give up but you're scared?
Well I have.
Have you ever wondered what it would be like if you can go back a change the things you have done and hope that it wouldn't be like it is now?
I have.
Have you ever been told to go to counselling and then you do but i doesn't really help but then you still go to counseling just to make the person who put you in happy?
Well I have.
Have you ever wondered what life would be like with that person you have lost in your life and said to your self things would be different if that person was still here?
I have.
Have you ever pondered what it would be like if you were to grow old by your self and then you got scared to grow old by your self?
Well I have.
Have you ever felt love  but it turned out that it couldn't be because you're the one who is a mess and it couldn't happen?
I have.
Have you ever remembered only the bad in your past and it haunts you and you'll never forget?
Well I have and still do.

 written by-Nur Imanina Izzaty Bt Hussin

Teen Years

Everyone tells you,
they're the best years of your life,
The thing they don't tell you,
is they are all full of strife.

From a child to a teen,
in less then a year.
It's a lot to deal with,
you have to grow up fast.

As a child you're free,
as a teen you feel locked up.
A child has no worries,
A teen has a lot.

You learn the meaning of love,
you discover broken hearts.
The worries of being accepted,
are the hardest part of all.

What's the best
about these years?
When as a teen,
you live in fear.

 written by-Nur Imanina Izzaty Bt Hussin

Teen Depression

       Depression is the most common psychological problem in the country. It is estimated to affect about 25 percent of women and 10 percent of men during their lives, and 5 percent of people during adolescence. It has been increasing in recent decades and appears to be starting earlier in life.
      Since the numbers for young people are lower than those for adults, teen depression is often overlooked or misdiagnosed. Its symptoms often differ, too, so many depressed teens are dismissed as simply being “difficult” or “delinquent.”Yet it is a serious problem, particularly when one considers the high rate of depression-related suicide among teenagers.
      Since the numbers for young people are lower than those for adults, teen depression is often overlooked or misdiagnosed. Its symptoms often differ, too, so many depressed teens are dismissed as simply being “difficult” or “delinquent.”Yet it is a serious problem, particularly when one considers the high rate of depression-related suicide among teenagers.
      The causes of depression can be just as varied and uncertain. In the past, it was widely believed that unexpressed feelings—particularly anger—were at the root of depression, and many psychiatrists still accept this theory. However, recent research points to an imbalance in the chemicals that regulate mood in the brain. Heredity, or the passing along of physical characteristics through generations, also appears to play a role, as mood disorders frequently run in families. 
      This controversy spills over into treatment. While traditional psychiatrists still favor psychoanalysis—the investigation of the unconscious mind through remembering the past—for depressed patients, a broad range of drugs that fight depression are now available. At the same time, many alternative therapies, including biofeedback, meditation, and the use of herbs, are being used to regulate mood, along with diet and exercise. Effective treatment may include any combination of these methods.
      What is certain is that depression must be treated before it seriously disrupts the lives of the people it afflicts. Depressed teens often fail in school, become isolated from family and friends, and may fall into drug or alcohol abuse. Teenage boys may turn their depression into anger directed against society and get involved in dangerous or violent behavior.
       Teenage girls who suffer from depression may develop anorexia nervosa, a life-threatening eating disorder. And suicide, often resulting from depression, is the cause of one-third of all adolescent deaths.Depressed people of all ages tend to become socially isolated. This worsens their symptoms and makes it harder for them to get help. They tend to have small social networks and few people they canThe issues discussed in this book include the types of depression one can experience, how the illness is diagnosed, its possible causes, and the continuing controversy over treatment. Its particular effects on young people are examined, along with the treatments that seem to work best for teens. Intriguing new findings promise to shed new light on a disease that has kept so many teens living in the dark.


Written by-Nur Imanina Izzaty Bt Hussin

Just a Normal Girl *--*

I’d like to think myself as normal,
Just an ordinary girl.
But I’m not into butterflies,
I don’t do ballet twirls.

I hate wearing make-up,
No eye shadow or blush.
I don’t have time in a morning,
As I’m always in a rush.

I don’t wear fancy underwear,
Especially not a thong.
For all the girls who do out there,
I think it’s kind of wrong.

I don’t spend hours on the phone,
Just simply chatting away.
I only need to take five minutes,
On my hair everyday.

My room is not spotless,
My room is not a tip.
I don’t put powder on my nose,
I don’t give teachers lip.

I don’t go after every boy,
That I come across.
I don’t think I’m better than everyone,
Don’t think that I’m the boss.

I don’t walk with my breasts,
Held high up in the air.
I don’t try to shake my bottom,
Or twirl and flick my hair.

I just want to get through,
These taunting years of school.
I don’t care what you think of me,
I don’t care if I’m not ‘cool’.

And I do have a good time,
A laugh with all my friends.
I balance it with learning,
This is my beginning, not my end.

written by :NURUL AFINA ZAINUDIN :)

Special For My English Teacher

Oh Teacher Oh Teacher

Oh teacher, Oh teacher!
My test isn't signed
Because somehow
My parents went blind
Now, don't say it's my fault,
They left their hands in the bank vault.
Oh teacher, Oh teacher
Do you know why
I was born without wings
And so cannot fly
Thus I am late
Didn't have breakfast,
So if you don't mind,
Pass me a plate.

Oh teacher, Oh teacher!
I've failed again
Please don't scold me,
Now you'll see why,
I was thinking about
Having an eagle's brain. 

written by-NURUL AFINA ZAINUDIN :)

friends

BEST FRIENDS FOR LIFE

We are friends
I got your back
You got mine
I'll help you out
Anytime!
To see you hurt
To see u cry
Makes me weep
And wanna die
And if you agree
To never fight
It wouldn't matter
Who's wrong or right
If a broken heart
Needs a bend
I'll be right there
Till the end
If your cheeks are wet
From drops of tears
Don't worry
Let go of your fears
Hand in hand
Love is sent
We'll be friends
Till the end! ! ! 

nurul afina zainudin :)

-Friendship-

~Friendship is........'Frienship'~

Friendship is there where ever you go
Friendship is there when you over dose
Friendship loves and Friendship cares
Friendship is life with a little dares

Friendship hurts when your not there
Friendship dies everywhere
Friendship is even the life you lost
Friendship is love with a little cost

.......And that's why 'Friendship' is what it is today
You can't live 'life' with enemies in your way
So go back to school and make up
Tell your enemies you f***ed up

.......And maybe just maybe they'll say 'Okay! '
Then your life would be easier today
Now go home and explain everything
Friendship means multiple meanings everyday.....

written by : nurul afina zainudin :)

Greyson Chance - Waiting - my music

Loneliness

Loneliness is blue like sadness. It tastes like a sour lime with salt on it. It smells like rotten food and causes madness. For fun it likes to do nothing but bad things. While almost everything makes it angry Everything makes it sad, But nothing makes it happy. Loneliness is smaller than you and me, But bigger than peoples' minds. Happiness is its enemy, But nothing can be its friend. Loneliness keeps its happy feelings in a secret place. Its favorite place is in peoples' minds. But it hates to be anywhere else. Making people feel bad is its greatest success. Not cheering people up it is greatest failure. Loneliness makes me feel as sad as a deserted island.

Written by-Nur Imanina Izzaty Bt Hussin

Ways to Reduce Air Pollution

      

      Nowadays, there are too many pollution happens in the Earth especially air pollution. Air pollution occurs when there are too many hazardous smokes in the air produce by open burning and factory activities. Air pollution can cause many health problems such as asthma and pneumonia.  

        There are many ways we can use to reduce air pollution. First, we must stop open burning. This is because it releases many hazardous gases such as carbon monoxide and carbon dioxide. These gases are dangerous for human beings and plants.                                                      

         Secondly, we are advisable to plant tree. As we know, tree release oxygen and it absorb carbon dioxide.  If there are too less amount of tree, the temperature of the surrounding will increase. It is not good for our Earth because it can cause global warming.       

        Then, we are suggested to ride a bicycle or walk if we want to go to nearby place and if we want to go to distant place, we are suggested to car pooling.  It can reduce the amount of smoke in the atmosphere.     

       Next, the most practical ways is practicing recycle because it can save our money and budget. It is considerable for the Earth. Lastly, we have to complain to the authorities on the activities that can cause pollution. As example, if we see any factory release too much smoke, we have to complain it to the authorities and they will take the next actions.

       So, there are many ways to reduce air pollution. We have to cooperate to overcome this problem. We should give more effort to solve this problem until that day.

    

         

        Written by:

       Nur Imanina Izzaty 

An Efficient Study Techniques

        I would like to share with you some study techniques that may be useful in your preparations for the year-end examination.

        One of the method of studying that I have found very effective is group study.It is always easier to understand our lessons when we revise them with our peers.It sometimes easier for student to seek help from their school friend rather than to approach their teachers.There is also healthy competition as group member will not want to fail behind or take part in discussion.

        Going through past-year examinations questions helps you as get the feed of the questioning patterns and tests your preparations for the examinations.

        In addition,plan your study schedule and manage your time wisely.Draw up a checklist of things that you need to accomplish before the examinations and set deadlines for yourself.

        Be a realistic about the objectives you set for yourself and make sure they are reasonable and achievable.

        I hope that I have been of some assistance to you in preparations for the examinations.






Written by:Nur Imanina Izzaty Bt Hussin